Hey guys

I dont get time to do this nowadays...and when i do it seems to be at low points in my life. Thats what the title is about really...i want to be better-feel better,think better,to do better...i want to be a better person.

I have a little thing going on called a self improvement programme...basically it involves bettering myself! I have signed up for a new flat today so i can move out of home with my Mum and get my independance,ive started a career in dance which ive always wanted so im progressing career wise,i cut up my store card so i will rely on my strength to overcome hard times rather than retail therapy...they are small changes because as some people would agree im still a small person.I think these changes are supposed to be positive and im therefore supposed to be happy...but im not.

Im only 20.

So young he says...

Is he right she says...

She doesnt listen to what he says...